Mid-day thoughts
Tuesday, November 4th, 2008It’s early afternoon. There’s still this resolve to see things optimistically on the part of my people, both personal friends with whom I’m in touch as well as the boggers I’m reading and the talk-radio hosts I’m listening to.
The situation in Philadelphia - Black Panthers blocking a polling place - is getting a lot of attention right now.
Part of me is emotionally exhausted and part of me is on fire. It’s weird to be host creature to both states simultaneously.
I only knew one person in the line at my polling place, an artist buddy of mine whom I know to be a consistent FHer voter. It was so weird to make small talk with him about what’s going on around town musically, and then watch him get behind the machine, knowing full well what he was doing, what buttons he was pushing.
At the risk of sounding like some therapist’s patient, I am wondering what I do with this thought I harbor whenever I come in contact with someone who I know full well voted the FHer ticket. There’s a lot of someones in that category - social friends, professional associates, relatives. The inescapable fact is that there is some level on which they are the enemy. These are people who have taken a concrete action which jeopardizes my freedom and my future. So, as I say, wht do I do? I can’t jettison the lot of them and re-people my life. Plus, most of them are nice, even wonderful, if horrifyingly misguided, folks.
I know one thing. Whether Mr. Reasonable Gentleman can squeak through, or whether the Chicago Marxist emerges victorious, there must be a from-the-ground-up reassessment of how to get conservatism to flourish again.
The first principle by which we must be guided is zero tolerance for anything less than total clarity. No McCain-esque distractions and vacuous platitudes about “fighting the status quo in Washington” or “fighting for what’s right for America” or “putting country first.” Such crap means nothing. An FHer could utter the same phrases. Indeed, the Chicago Marxist does employ very similar rhetoric. No, what we talk about are the specific principles for which we’re willing to fight to the death: the original intent of the Constitution’s framers, free-market economics, American exceptionalism, an America that does not hesitate to respond fiercely and ruthlessly to its enemies’ provocations, and America that demonstrates unwavering loyalty to nations that share these principles, the primacy of family as the basic unit of human organization, and a culture characterized by dignity, depth, decency and real inspiration.
We must expect loud arguments amongst ourselves, finger-pointing and bitterness. Obviously, the wheels came off our movement and we must find out why. This is why we’d all be well-advised to enter into this foundational examination with as much prayerfulness and mindfulness of our common aims as possible. Eventually, the the useless sand of confusion will get sifted out and the nuggets of what we were seeking will be all that remains on the fine-mesh screen.
I look back at this year - my personal successes, some episodes of illness in our household and family, memorable times with friends, the spring’s tornadoes and floods, the spike in gas prices, the financial meltdown, the embrace by a frighteningly large segment of the population of socialism - and ask myself what it all has taught me. I’d say that the biggest lesson at this point is that, in human life, the visceral and the spiritual are inextricably intertwined. In fact, I’m sort of considering the possibility that the more one progresses on the spiritual journey, the more reality’s upside-the-head aspect becomes impossible to avoid.